Thursday, May 6, 2010
5/6/2010
I know I haven't been on here much lately, but it's because I've started blogging somewhere else. You can go to http://deathbec0mesme.deviantart.com/ where I have started posting all my work and blogs.
Friday, April 23, 2010
4/23/2010
Inspiration is flowing through me once more. I have begun to write. It is only a thought on a sheet of paper, but it is a start. I know once I make my spring belt, I will be well on my way to writing fully again. Spring is here, both in myself and in nature. I can feel it in my bones and blood. The newness flows through me, refreshing me. I am capable. I am ready.
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
4/20/2010
Well, so far my liquid diet detox is going pretty well. I did have solid food yesterday, but it was only one grilled cheese. Not bad, really. It is already starting to work... I just hope I can keep it up for the next 6 days...
I was going to go to the store today, but I am just too tired. I was up until 4 am because of the detox meds. We hates it... Tonight I am going to take some sleeping pills to try to counter-act it. And I started today... I know no one wants to hear that, but it's a fact of life... Oh, and guess what? Today is Hitler's birthday. Isn't that just peachy? Ugh. I hope my day gets better. At least I know K is coming over tonight. That makes me happy. :)
I was going to go to the store today, but I am just too tired. I was up until 4 am because of the detox meds. We hates it... Tonight I am going to take some sleeping pills to try to counter-act it. And I started today... I know no one wants to hear that, but it's a fact of life... Oh, and guess what? Today is Hitler's birthday. Isn't that just peachy? Ugh. I hope my day gets better. At least I know K is coming over tonight. That makes me happy. :)
Monday, April 19, 2010
4/19/2010
I am starting my detox regiment today... I am on a liquid diet and I am taking cleanse pills and green tea. After one week, I will begin my healthy eating regiment. I know it may be hard for some people to understand, but I am one of those people that can't stop eating bad food. I have tried a hundred different ways. The best way for me to do it, is to devoid my body of all the bad stuff and then replace it with good stuff. Also, the detox week shrinks my stomach, so I'm not as inclined to eat as much. It helps me to take my mind off of food, believe it or not. It is like, because I can't eat, I don't have to think about it. I just live on smoothies, yogurt, water, anything I don't have to chew. It doesn't matter what it is. As long as I don't have to chew it. It may sound extreme, but it's worth it in the long run. I will be a healthier person. :) Well, that's the plan anyway.
Friday, April 16, 2010
4/16/2010
10:10 am
I paid my taxes yesterday. Ugh. $700 to have a house and a car. It is ridiculous. Yes, it is so outrageous, I could ridicule it. LOL I made myself Laugh Out Loud. I crack myself up.
I <3 coffee. I know it sounds random, but I just got up and refilled my cup and it made me think of how much I <3 coffee.
Sammy is home from school today. Well, actually, they don't have school on Fridays. He was begging to go to school today, and believe me, I was begging to take him! Pat is sleeping. He worked 12 hours last night, but at least he got home on time and he was in bed by 7ish. He wants me to wake him at 2, but it's always a big fight when I try to wake him up. He always says he doesn't get enough sleep. Even when he has had 12 hours, he's like, "I must not have slept good or something because I'm still sooo tired!" I always tell him that it doesn't matter how many hours you sleep, no one wants to get up! I am still really tired in the morning when it is time for me to get up and take the kids to school, but that doesn't mean I can lay in the bed all day!!! Once you get up and start moving, you realize you aren't as tired as what you thought you were. It is really frustrating when he works nights, because he doesn't get up till around 4 and he leaves at 5. Especially times like these. We have had cheerleading workshops all week, so it's really hard to do it by myself. Oh, well. What can you do? All I have to say is, Pat better be getting paid overtime for the work he has done over the last 2 weeks!!!
I paid my taxes yesterday. Ugh. $700 to have a house and a car. It is ridiculous. Yes, it is so outrageous, I could ridicule it. LOL I made myself Laugh Out Loud. I crack myself up.
I <3 coffee. I know it sounds random, but I just got up and refilled my cup and it made me think of how much I <3 coffee.
Sammy is home from school today. Well, actually, they don't have school on Fridays. He was begging to go to school today, and believe me, I was begging to take him! Pat is sleeping. He worked 12 hours last night, but at least he got home on time and he was in bed by 7ish. He wants me to wake him at 2, but it's always a big fight when I try to wake him up. He always says he doesn't get enough sleep. Even when he has had 12 hours, he's like, "I must not have slept good or something because I'm still sooo tired!" I always tell him that it doesn't matter how many hours you sleep, no one wants to get up! I am still really tired in the morning when it is time for me to get up and take the kids to school, but that doesn't mean I can lay in the bed all day!!! Once you get up and start moving, you realize you aren't as tired as what you thought you were. It is really frustrating when he works nights, because he doesn't get up till around 4 and he leaves at 5. Especially times like these. We have had cheerleading workshops all week, so it's really hard to do it by myself. Oh, well. What can you do? All I have to say is, Pat better be getting paid overtime for the work he has done over the last 2 weeks!!!
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
4/14/2010
11:00 am
I know it's been a while since I blogged, but with the mine disaster, I have just been too busy to take the time to write. Also, it may sound strange, but I was actually too scared to put what I was feeling on paper (well, screen). Like, if I wrote it, it would only then become real. I tried to keep it all out of my mind. Not healthy. I know. But its what I do. It still seems surreal to me. It is so hard to believe that something like this happened so close to home. I don't like to think about it, but I can't imagine what I would do if my husband had died in that explosion.
On to brighter thoughts, I am getting my books today!!!! I ordered them on Amazon, and they are on their way to my house right now! I am excited. I have a love/hate relationship with series books. I love them because the story just keeps going on and on without getting boring. I hate them because when you have finished a book, you have to wait FOREVER for the next book to come out! Like the Sookie Stackhouse Series, I think I'm gonna die before May when it gets here!!! And also the House of Night Series. Those are two of my favorites.
Well, I guess that is all for now. I'm doing laundry and catching up on my housework so I can spend some time reading the books when they get here! Woot!
I know it's been a while since I blogged, but with the mine disaster, I have just been too busy to take the time to write. Also, it may sound strange, but I was actually too scared to put what I was feeling on paper (well, screen). Like, if I wrote it, it would only then become real. I tried to keep it all out of my mind. Not healthy. I know. But its what I do. It still seems surreal to me. It is so hard to believe that something like this happened so close to home. I don't like to think about it, but I can't imagine what I would do if my husband had died in that explosion.
On to brighter thoughts, I am getting my books today!!!! I ordered them on Amazon, and they are on their way to my house right now! I am excited. I have a love/hate relationship with series books. I love them because the story just keeps going on and on without getting boring. I hate them because when you have finished a book, you have to wait FOREVER for the next book to come out! Like the Sookie Stackhouse Series, I think I'm gonna die before May when it gets here!!! And also the House of Night Series. Those are two of my favorites.
Well, I guess that is all for now. I'm doing laundry and catching up on my housework so I can spend some time reading the books when they get here! Woot!
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
My First Blog Here
Well, here it is, folks. I really have nothing to write about. I am at my ultimate friend's house doing internet things. We watched the latest Spartacus episode, and even though I'd already seen it twice before, it blew my mind once again. So M just stuck her foot right up in my face. Don't worry, she just got out of the shower. I worked about 12 hours today. I know that doesn't sound like much since I work in a cushy office, but we hates it, and we presents even having to ever be there in the first place. But someone's got to pay the bills, right? One of these days, though, I'll have a job that truly makes me happy and makes me feel like I've done something good. I work in a law firm. A defense law firm. I am a legal secretary and have obviously never gone to law school, but after four years I've pretty much figured out the way it goes. Someone sues you. So you sue them back. Then you find another previously unidentified party and sue them as well. Then they'll probably sue you too, as well as suing the original suing party. P is being ugly over there in front of the TV. Look at him. Lookin like a fool with his hand down his pants. M approves of my taunting of her husband. Anyway, back to the practice of law. It's not all bad, but I've seen lots of dishonesty in the business. I've seen lawyers openly deny things we knew to be true. It doesn't sit well on the old conscience, it doesn't. Tomorrow I'm doing Zumba with M and my mama. It should be awesome. I've been wanting to try it for a long time. Okay, I guess that's all for now. This was fun. M, I know you're the only one who will be reading this, so goodnight and I love you!
Monday, April 5, 2010
4/5/2010
8:01 pm
My husband's mine suffered an explosion today. It is the scariest thing ever. Luckily he was outside the mine when it happened. He called me right after it happened and let me know before it was even reported on the news. I have never been confronted with anything like this before. Even though he is okay, I am still worried sick. He is usually home by 5 or 6 and he still isn't home. I figure he is assisting with the rescue efforts. I just wish I could talk to him. I know his job is extremely dangerous, but I never expected something like this to happen to him. It is a real eye-opener. I don't know what to do with myself while I wait to hear from him. :(
My husband's mine suffered an explosion today. It is the scariest thing ever. Luckily he was outside the mine when it happened. He called me right after it happened and let me know before it was even reported on the news. I have never been confronted with anything like this before. Even though he is okay, I am still worried sick. He is usually home by 5 or 6 and he still isn't home. I figure he is assisting with the rescue efforts. I just wish I could talk to him. I know his job is extremely dangerous, but I never expected something like this to happen to him. It is a real eye-opener. I don't know what to do with myself while I wait to hear from him. :(
Sunday, April 4, 2010
4/4/2010
10:47 pm
Well, today is Easter Sunday, and I didn't attend church. I don't feel that it is necessary. Actually, I am trying to define my own religious beliefs. I can honestly say that I have pretty much turned my back on the "religion" in which I was raised. I have always been Pentecostal, but over the last few years, I have broadened my horizons and changed my views in a lot of areas. I still believe in the Holy Trinity, and I believe Jesus was God's Son and He died for my sins. So, I am still a Christian. However, I have began to celebrate a number of Pagan holidays as well. To me, when I celebrate a Pagan holiday or perform a ritual, it is always to God. I think that God has many facets and each can be worshipped separately. And that is what I do. I may call him (or her) by a different name, or pray to only one side of his/her personality, but to me, it is still all part of the One True God. I feel that this is right in my own heart, and that is what I am going to do. Everyone will be judged at the end of time, and if I do what I truly feel is right, then I don't think that is wrong.
Well, today is Easter Sunday, and I didn't attend church. I don't feel that it is necessary. Actually, I am trying to define my own religious beliefs. I can honestly say that I have pretty much turned my back on the "religion" in which I was raised. I have always been Pentecostal, but over the last few years, I have broadened my horizons and changed my views in a lot of areas. I still believe in the Holy Trinity, and I believe Jesus was God's Son and He died for my sins. So, I am still a Christian. However, I have began to celebrate a number of Pagan holidays as well. To me, when I celebrate a Pagan holiday or perform a ritual, it is always to God. I think that God has many facets and each can be worshipped separately. And that is what I do. I may call him (or her) by a different name, or pray to only one side of his/her personality, but to me, it is still all part of the One True God. I feel that this is right in my own heart, and that is what I am going to do. Everyone will be judged at the end of time, and if I do what I truly feel is right, then I don't think that is wrong.
Saturday, April 3, 2010
4/3/2010
10:05 am
I have dance class today, but I'm not sure what time. I'll call K and find out for sure. They might have changed the times when I missed class last week. I really hate missing class. Dance is one of my favorite things to do, and it is what I look forward to all week.
I have dance class today, but I'm not sure what time. I'll call K and find out for sure. They might have changed the times when I missed class last week. I really hate missing class. Dance is one of my favorite things to do, and it is what I look forward to all week.
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