4/23/2010

Inspiration is flowing through me once more.  I have begun to write.  It is only a thought on a sheet of paper, but it is a start.  I know once I make my spring belt, I will be well on my way to writing fully again.  Spring is here, both in myself and in nature.  I can feel it in my bones and blood.  The newness flows through me, refreshing me.  I am capable.  I am ready.

4/20/2010

Well, so far my liquid diet detox is going pretty well.  I did have solid food yesterday, but it was only one grilled cheese.  Not bad, really.  It is already starting to work...  I just hope I can keep it up for the next 6 days...
I was going to go to the store today, but I am just too tired.  I was up until 4 am because of the detox meds.  We hates it...  Tonight I am going to take some sleeping pills to try to counter-act it.  And I started today...  I know no one wants to hear that, but it's a fact of life...  Oh, and guess what?  Today is Hitler's birthday.  Isn't that just peachy?  Ugh.  I hope my day gets better.  At least I know K is coming over tonight.  That makes me happy.  :)

4/19/2010

I am starting my detox regiment today...  I am on a liquid diet and I am taking cleanse pills and green tea.  After one week, I will begin my healthy eating regiment.  I know it may be hard for some people to understand, but I am one of those people that can't stop eating bad food.  I have tried a hundred different ways.  The best way for me to do it, is to devoid my body of all the bad stuff and then replace it with good stuff.  Also, the detox week shrinks my stomach, so I'm not as inclined to eat as much.  It helps me to take my mind off of food, believe it or not.  It is like, because I can't eat, I don't have to think about it.  I just live on smoothies, yogurt, water, anything I don't have to chew.  It doesn't matter what it is.  As long as I don't have to chew it.  It may sound extreme, but it's worth it in the long run.  I will be a healthier person.  :) Well, that's the plan anyway.